Friday 29 June 2012

Virtualization



Forgive my cheek and abandonment if you have come here looking for a technical definition(you shouldn't have, the title to the blog makes it apparent)though the inspiration for the title and the content came from that very context.
A social circle comprising of a couple of adept computer geeks and listening to their conversation with theoretical  resources  to bake only half the information into something fruitful can lead to well, digressions ( if you find this article a regression though, I firmly recommend you to switch to an article of absolute relevance to you) . My basics might be intact but as they continued with the nuances, I shut myself to the interpolation of my own graph between technical definitions and their analysis(it is a rather deformed curve) and the thought process ran in a different direction.

Versions in the human machinery have been particularly of my interest. It is strange that a human psyche can inhabit so many incompatible traits, each running on a different platform.A plethora, still contained by the diversification and the adaptation of each as and when the situation demands.
Recently I was in discussion with a friend over the traces of paroxysm that exist in my behavior.I chuckled with a complacency that has become my natural defense to such frequent accusations by people. In fact all people who have known me at any point in my life can recollect an instance when they had been exposed to what they thought was some kind of a neurosis.I differ, not only because I have been on the other side of the glass but also because I see these switches not as a disorder or even merely as a natural tendency.

It is a remedy. A remedy to all those actions that we logically feed into ourselves as precautionary measures,not knowing what have we cautioned ourselves from.A remedy to all those unnatural traits that we have acquired over the practice of norms in our day to day life. The human temptation of killing uncertainty with manual attempts or the fallacy of adding to the rut with some exotica (so much that the exotic is perfunctory).
The 'virtualization' of the human psyche may seem spontaneous,but amendments are never natural, they are added to modify as a result or a cause of some chronological or sociological events.
The term justifies the significance of the 'make believe' element that exists in this labyrinth of increasing complexity.Divisions and blocks that try to distinguish one aspect of ourselves from the other but trace mazes in the process.

Perhaps the starkness that comes from doing away with the subdued is the paroxysm that exists in my behavior. The equilibrium that is at play most of the times is not superfluous but is virtually fed. The deviation is natural.
Unlike computing the disadvantages of virtualization to the human machinery are many ,they are serious and the damages could be irreparable. If the paroxysm or neurosis is the ultimate state of insanity to people then let me introduce them to another disorder that is delusion, it takes them away from reality.... 'Psychosis'.

Friday 8 June 2012

Blank Noise


Blank noise,
blank noise.
all that is
a blank noise.
even the white,
went out of sight.
the wind past the tunnel
it was hollow.
Cuddled underground,
a hare's burrow.
Long ears, My ears long
a distant voice,
a distant voice.
and all they catch
is a blank noise,
not a sound.
Underground.