Monday 4 April 2011

Sinister thoughts......

Thoughts are what turn into ideas and ultimately actions.....
"I think, therefore I am"

Whats in a thought?
Early morning the alarm goes off , you are woken up from a surreal state that turns into consciousness bit by bit. In between that consciousness and the hangover of dreams and a blissful sleep there must have been myriad emotions and ideas that would have fleeted by. your sub conscious must have had a deep affair and your rising consciousness must have flirted with ten crafted , fantastic explorations of your mind at an average. Yet, if I tell you to recollect a single thought that you had as you stepped out of your bed, you would vaguely remember. Unless of course you were prepared for an eventful day ahead and you woke up with the thought that you had taken to your bed last night.

Once in a while we have given into the luxury of aimless pondering, your colleagues new shoes, the bosses' new affair, the pompous next door neighbor's new car and the itching desire to gift him a new dent with it. Seemingly innocuous little devils. and then the more serious ones that start with a 'what if'.........
"what if if call him and ask ?", "what if i spy on her?", "what if I'm able to lure him with this deal?".....and then varying degrees of imagination concoct varying doubts and dilemmas.

We all know that some of our dark fantasies bite dust even as we are trying to give them a conclusive ending. then what could deter us from thinking of a sin.... "thou shall not think???????"...hell is that even a commandment??
But lets say there is a fervent thought that like an apparition re appears at the slightest rekindling and nudges us from within to give in. then would we try to reign that thumping thought. have you ever been successful in taming your rebellious, robust outlaw thinking.?
IN fact whenever you have set the thou shall not think barrier, you have conspired with the enemy, and have been taken in and engulfed by a force of an exponential magnitude.
Its as simple as it could be, to drift the sin away be insensitive to the fact that it is a sin, a forbidden territory. For it lies within the errant human tendencies to flow opposite to the current in the stubbornness arising from our own Ego and sometimes the curiosity to dive if not dwell on the darkes side.


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