Friday 1 April 2011

Suicidal tendencies......

...Where is your life headed?
..Towards death

No, it s not that i enjoy infusing macabre thoughts into people's brain but the truth can not be ignored. Death is the most faithful of all chances we have in life. It would never deceive us perennially unlike a spring summer passion or  a serendipitous event . With all calculations and all the observations to the experiment called life there's a standard end result...'Death'.
 The spontaneity with which the event shall strike us is so stark and yet remains so subdued in the hope of life. amusing!!
Yet more amusing is the fact that in the hope of life we assimilate all the paraphernalia that takes us till the very end of it, sometimes willingly but most of the times unknowingly . If you are perplexed by the thought then a glint at all the routines of an ordinary, less than ordinary or an extra ordinary life would elucidate the statement quite effectively. All things desired or undesired , needed or wanted take us to our last breath in one way or the other. Love,hate, money ,sex,work, idleness,leisure, travel, passion , pessimism, success, failure . Could you think of a way of life that would not risk life?
We all have suicidal tendencies ........ we all devise our own plans for dieing , driven by an external force or an internal consciousness.

Here's a confession, I once contemplated suicide or the thought of it a long time back but did not have the quintessential . So like most people I'm waiting till the time when i have enough reason and devises to meet my end. till then.
 it's a deal with life ;)
PS: this is not a theory but a confession....I do not argue on experiences. Ideas are debatable...not emotions.

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